Saturday, January 17, 2015

Special post (Gratitude) 🌻🌻🌻

Assalamualaikum everyone 

Its almost 3 am . What ? I  do not sleep anymore ? Yess , because  I want to use this opportunity to write something for someone who comes in to my lifes . I want to say so much , but I can't hardly find the words . So . I'll just say that u're one of the greatest blessing in my life 😊 . That's all . Ceh ndaba . hahaha 

Ok now you think you'll have to listen to my long and boring confessions…Well, you are right. I'll try to make them shorter and funnier, πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ but they still remain long and boring. So, listen to me…Thank you! Thank you for being with me all that difficult time. You support and understanding gave me the strength to continue fighting. Without you I would give up. I am sincerely grateful to Allah for giving me such  a caring friends like you. 

Love πŸ’“ and gratitude πŸ™† - This is wat i feel standing now in front of you . Love and gratitude - These are the best emotion one can imagine . πŸ˜…πŸ˜… . Im happy to have a friend like you , and to be grateful to you , I know that you happy too have a friend like me (perasan) , but it is by mistake . You think I am an ideal ? : Perfect girl , noble friend , and watsoever , u're wrong ! . hahaha . Perhaps . hahaha . Asyik gelak je aq ni . Ok ok im serious right now. . 😀😀 . U know ? I have to work much on myself !! I am not a leapord which never changes its stripes (Bole ke guna peribahasa ni? sembarang je aq πŸ˜…πŸ˜…) , so I would like to assure you that my goal in life is to become as wonderful as you think I am . 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸 . As far as this goal attainment requires much effort , skills and time , I hope that you'll help me in it , as always . Just like all girls I dreamt of many things , people and event in my childhood , but I couldn't even imagine that someday I would have such wonderful friends and family. I deeply appreciate everything you do for me . Thank you so much ! Thank you for being with me . Thanks for everything 


Hashtag Sorry for all my gramatical errors  ! Im not perfect , I just want to improve my english by writing my blog in english . One of my wishlists in 2015 . 🌹🌹🌹 


Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Two Thousand Fifteen 🌸

Assalamualaikum and have a nice wednesday everyone . 😘😘 

Hurm , my first post in 2015 . Yeayhh . Its new year right ? Its not too late yet for me to wish you a Happy new year 2015 ! (Cehh pdhal dh 14 days berlalu tuk 2015) hahaha . Its okay its alright . So i hope that in 2015 , my life full with happiness and no more sadness . I hope I hope I hope . Yeayhh . For those who stay , thank you very much and for those who left , thank you juga for all the memories . You know ? Life brings tears , smiles and memories . The tears will dry , the smile will fade , but the memories last forever . No matter what memories , happy or sad memories , Its still be a Memories , right ? In life we do things . Some we wish we had never done . Some we wish we could replay  a million times in our heads . But they all make us who we are , and in the end they shape every detail about us . If we were to reverse any of them , we wouldn't be the person we are . So just live , make mistakes , have wonderful amazing awesome memories 😍😍😍 But never ever second guess who u  are , and most importantly where it is u're going ! 

Yeayh . Then i wanna say thank you again to those who never failed to cheer me up . Thanks so much . I love u all ❤️❤️ Nahhh bungaaa 🌹🌹🌹🌹 ! hahaaahaaa . And i wanna say sorry if i ever hurt ur feelings , breaks ur heart , got offended with my jokes . I wish i could undo the hurt πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ , I am really sorry . hehehe . Im not perfect , I make mistakes , I hurt people , but when I say sorry , I really mean it ! 😊😊 . 

 May Allah bless us in 2015 . "I am going to change my life become more better than before" ✅✅✅ I tell myself this every year  , but i can never seem to do it , eventhough i desperately want to πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚. I wish I was strong enough , brave enough πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ , stupid enough (oppss πŸ”žπŸ”ž) to go after I want ! Really need someone to push me to go for it ! hahahha .  

Ok thats all . Thanks for reading this entry . Happy New Year fellas 🌸🌸🌸


Thursday, November 27, 2014

For my sist , Fedora

Assalamualaikum .. 

Sekian lama aq tggalkan blog ni bersarang dgn sarang labah-labah . hikhik . gurau jer . Dah dekat smggu Aq kat usim ni for semester 2 . So far so good . Alhamdulillah . Memang berbeza sgt khidupan aq since masuk sem 2 ni . Everythings changed . But watever it is , i need to be strong . Yeayhh . Life must go on . And sometimes aq rsa mcm i need someone to talk to . I dont know why , im sorry Fedora amyera for always disturbing you with my phone calls , message and so on . Kakak x tau la knp kakak perlukan myra . U know what ? i think that u're my kekuatan skrg ni . Mybe kakak rndu kat abg kot . sbb tu kakak sllu cri myra . Kakak mnta maaf . Just tell me if u feel that im disturbing u or kakak sllu buat myra rsa annoying ka . k . if u tell me to stop , i'll stop huhu . . πŸ˜”πŸ˜”


Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Berat ku oh berat ku . :D

Assalamualaikum dan selamat petanggggg !!!!! 

Risau , risau , risau . Bru mggu lps timbang berat dah mnaik dri berat saya yg biasa . Bila jer timbang pagi tadi , mak aiiiiii !!!! Turun 2.3 kg . Oh please . tapi tak nk la bgtau berat saya berapa ! malu doh.. org slim ni . hahahaha . bru sehari tak mkn . Susa la . nak makan jer rsa nak muntah . huhu . Pnyakit apa ni ? Saya tak nak kurus laa , saya nak gemuk !!! sedyh nye camnii . Ya Allah , kembalikan lah selera makan ku . Aminnn . huhu .. Korang ada apa2 tips tak , mcm mna nak naikkn selera makan ? 


Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum

Hari yang mendung sama seperti hatiku... yaa .. Aq sedar slma ni aq lalai dlm mngingatimu ya Allah .. Betapa engkau maha mengetahui smua ini .. maha menyayangi maha agung .. engkau beri aq masalah ini , sbgai stu petanda untuk diriku yg lalai slma ni , menyedarkan aq betapa lekanya diriku slama ni dgn dunia ku ... ya Allah , aq bersyukur kerana aq terpilih untuk mghdpi smua ini .. yaaa ...  alhamdulillah .. ayat2 suci al quran mmpu menenangkan jiwa ini .. Aq bersyukur atas smua nikmat yang engkau berikan ini ya Allah . Terima kasih atas petunjuk ini ya Allah ... aq akan terus kuat .. aq bermohon agar aq tidak tersasar lagi dari jalanMu ya Allah . Cinta Manusia akan mati , tapi cinta kepada Allah adalah cinta yg paling hakiki . 

"Ya Allah , aq berlindung kepadaMu dari rundungan sedih dan duka " 



*Setiap masalah pasti ada jalan penyelesaiannya . 



Amalkanlah Al mathurat , tenang hati ... 
*rindu smkakk . Ya Allah , rndunya aq d zaman sekolah . Betapa indahnya dikelilingi dgn kwn2. 

Monday, November 10, 2014

Be strong babe :*

Assalamualaikum .. good evening :)

Semenjak saya jdi mcm ni , saya makin rpt ngn blog sya . yes , mencurahkan apa yg tersirat di hati ni ... Al maklumlah skrg dh tak de tmpt nak cerita mngarut2 , nak bgtau aktvti seharian , seremeh mana pun cerita tu sya tetap nak crta kat dia .. but now , semuanya sya dh hilang ... Dialah kawan saya , dialah ibu saya , dialah ayah saya , dialah abg sya , dialah akak sya , dialah adik saya , smua dialah ... Apa korg rsa bila dh terbiasa hari2 dgn org tu ? then skrg hilang smua tu .. janggal kan .. Blog ni je la tmpt mluah , malangnya blog ni pula tak pndai bersuara . hahaha . takpe2 ... Hati perempuan mna yg tak sedyh bila jdi mcm ni , saya yakin je la dgn takdir yg Allah bagi ni ... Allah tu maha adil kan ? Bukan hari ni hari saya , nnty hari dia ... its ok ... Saya tak nk la doa yg tak baik kat dia , tgok dia bhgia , sya tumpang bhgia ... Walau jauh di sudut hati terasa sakitnya , bak kata kwn saya , "Nangis la sepuasnya hari ni , luahkan smuanya hari ni , tapi pstikn hari esok akn muncul Laila yg baru . Laila yg mmpu menceriakan smua org . Laila yg mmpu buat org ktwa, kami rndu laila yg tuu ... kami tak nk lg tgok laila yg sekarang yg mnangis , yg lemah " Yess , drg mmg terbaik .. Mereka tak pnh tgglkn sya , always be there when im in trouble ..

" Laila , doa supaya hati ko tenang , skrg ni focus study dlu . Be postive in life "

" Biasalah tu bila llki bru msuk U , kejutan budaya , biarlah dia hanyut dgn jln yg dia pilih tu "

" Be strong Laila, Allah bersama org yg sabar"

" Kalau sunyi kami sentiasa ada untuk ko laila "

" Allah maha adil , Allah maha mngetahui , yakin la dgn dea laila . Ada yg lbih baik untuk ko . Ni petanda untuk ko , Allah nak kau tahu mgkin apa yg ko buat sblm ni adalah salah , beruntung la ko  dtunjukkan kebenarannya dariNya "

" Hidup kena happpyy , nda perlu la fkir org yg dh x hrgai kita , buang msa jerr .. bnyk lagi org nak kat ko "

" perempuan dlm masa terdekat bila break mmg hancur , llki nannnnttiiii bru rasa, ko tgok la nnty . yg pnting skrg ni sbr seja la "

" Take time laila msa cuti ni release smuanya , kumbang bukan seekor , ok ! mcm yg ko selalu ckp , ~Laila bole ! No matter what happened she always  continue her smile :)~ "



   Thanks korang , bnyk lgi kata nsihat dan dorongn but i cant tulis smua kat sni , lenguh doohh tangan ... Ingat je la , bila kita ditimpa kesusahan , ada lg org yg lbih susa dri kita .. ingt lah smua tu . Saya sllu ingtkn dri saya , Allah bgi ujian ni sebab Dia tahu yg sya mampu hadapinya . Mungkin hari ni saya hilang dia , tapi saya dikurniakan kawan2 yg sgt prihatin dan ambik berat psl saya .. yeayhh .. itu anugerah terindah .. terima kasih korang .. yeayhh .. esok , Laila yg lbih kuat dan bersemangat akan muncul !! I love u all :*

*psstt ~~ tolong kembalikan selera mkn saya , dah stu hari saya tak mkn , try mkn tapi rsa nak muntah jer .. tolong jgn bwa pergi selera mkn sya , ckuplah hati sya terluka . Tak nak kurus !!! Nak mkn !! hurmmm :'(


  "Allah knows what ur silent heart wants . Even if u don't include it in prayers. He hears what your heart whispers. He may not give it to u now but someday , when u least expect it , things will happen in the best possible way" 




WHICH ONE DO U CHOOSE ? TEPUK DADA TNYA HATI :)

I'm officially broken


Assalamualaikum .

Kata hati ? apa kata hati anda ? Betullah apa yg org ckp, kata hati seorg prmpuan ni sllu btul , but sometimes tak btul jg . haha . but i admit it that kata hati always right , like what hppened to me ! Till now , i think that im still in a dream . ohhh myyy . Wake up laila ! yeayhh . Everyday i try to cheer myself . Korang tau , stiap hari saya cuba ! Sekuat mna pun sya , akan menitis wlau setitik air mata . The worst kind of pain is when u're smiling just to stop the tears from falling .  Ya Allah , dugaan ini sungguh berat bagi ku . So, berbalik kepada kata hati , cerita bermula mcm ni , sepanjang dua minggu tu , this girl and this boy jrg kntek . Because that girl try tuk fhm her boy yg her boy tgh busy . That boy said yg dea busy ngn latihan and watsoever . So , that girl tak la kcw , memang scra jjurnya ,that girl bosanla tak de sape nak kontek . But she still sabar and be positive .  one day . That boy ckp 'kita kontek hujung mggu je la ek' ... wow , happy nak mampus . Mmg tak sbr2 nak tggu hujung mggu ... Bila dh tiba masanya , that girl pun tggu . waiting and waiting . Penantian stu penyiksaan . hurm . Finally , ada jga la that boy kontek . Dah la lmbt bls , rupanya main game . alahai . skli lagi adalah S A B A R .
        Mggu kedua pula , kejadian tetap sama . That boy bgtau yg hujung mggu nnty dea ada pertandingan Battle of the band . so , dea akn lebih sibuk . Sekali lgi , that girl terpaksa akur dan cuba mmhmi . Pada suatu malam , that girl mengalami mmpi bruk . Dalam mmpi dea , she was crying because her boy was cheating on her , dengn prmpuan satu Kolej dgn dea . Bila tersedar , that girl rsa mcm "Ya Allah petanda apakah ini ? " , but then she just ignore that ! Sekali lgi , be postive .  Hri pun berganti hari smpailah tibanya dua hri sblm 08 november . That boy watsapp that girl pada jam 2 pagi, and mesejnya begini ' U are wanita yg terbaik in my life' . But , that girl didnt reply that messages (merajuk la knon sbb lma dh dibiarkn) . Malam sebelum 08 nov tu pula , that boy buat benda yg sama , watsapp that girl and said that he rndu kat that girl . Then , that boy kol erh that girl , melepas rndu la knon . haha .
       Keesokannya , that girl pula ada muet exam , and kebetulan that boy pun ada pertandingn . But jauh di sudut yg paling dalam di dlm hati that girl , she hoped that boy will say 'GUD LUCK IN UR EXAM !' but , harapan hnya tggal harapan . Its ok . sekali lagi , be positive . Habis jer exam , that girl watsapp la that boy , rupanya that boy bru jer nak mula ptndingn . so , that girl wish gud luck ! Then , waiting and waiting . Sekali lagi , sabar ~ hee .
       Malamnya pula , tak de angin tak de ribut , tiba2 that boy said " can we just be a friend after this ?" *speechless . ................................................................................................ too many alasan that boy gave to that girl . Seriously , smua alasan tu adalah tidak munasabah . Termasuk la alasan yg his dad didnt want any relay between that girl and that boy and watsoever alasan . Bermula sana , that girl mcm rsa lain , there/s something wrong . That girl never berhenti berusaha pujuk that boy , but that boy lyn dea mcm nak tak nak jer . Pathetic !
        The next day , ada seorg perempuan ni add that girl kat FB . So , that girl approve je la . Tak lma tu , perempuan tu inbox that girl . Perempuan tu nak berkenalan bagai la ngan that girl . That girl layan jer . Then , perempuan tu ckp dea study kat UPSI PERAK . *that girl rsa mcm lain mcm jer , but still try tuk jdi positive . That girl still layan dgn baik because tak terfikir apa2 yg bruk pun . Kebetulan pula , that girl bg wechat id kat prmpuan tu sbb that girl jrg on fb .
        Keesokannya pula, selepas jer solat subuh , that girl rsa mcm nak online jer . Selalunya lps subuh , dah tdo balik *buruk prangai . ahaah .. Buka jer wechat , ada la prmpuan yg nak bknln tu add kat wechat . So , msa tu that girl dh tak de keja , dea g usha moment prmpuan tu . Bammmm !!!!
Berkelip-kelip mata ! Seriously , that girl still tak percya ! Semua nya telah terbukti di sini . Mmpi bruk telah mnjdi knyataan ! Jawapan kepada smua soalan telah terjwab ........ 3 tahun hubungan berhenti di sni hnya kerana orang ketiga ...

       THE END ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Inilah kehidupan . Masa mampu merubah seseorg . Inilah yg dikatakan sebagai " orang bru mw mlgkh di luar pagar , klau tak pndai kawal , jdi mcm ni that boy la " Hidup ni tak selalunya indah , kekadang kita berada di ats , kekadang kita berada di bawah . Sekuat mna pun seorg perempuan , dia akn tetap mngalirkn air mta . Setabah mna pun prmpuan dia tetap akan menangis. Hati perempuan lembut , apatah lagi bila dikecewakan . Hancur lebur hatinya . Apa2 pun , be strong . Remember , kita ada Allah . Jgn berfikirn bhwa smua org tak sygkn kita , kita msih ada Allah yg sntiasa mnyayangi kita . Mungkin ni stu petunjuk dripadaNya . Kita harus redha . No matter how hurt she is , she will continue to smile .


"Ketika kamu berhenti mengejar apa yang bukan untuk kamu , maka Tuhan akan mempertemukan kamu dengan apa yang lebih baik untukmu"